It's currently 1 o'clock midnight where I'm on my bed with my laptop on trying to type but somehow I lost word, and don't know where to even to begin. I know I have been absence for months, but honestly everything around me has been going crazy and hectic, sometimes it still hard to believe it happened. I won't go into too much detail into it but basically I got a new job, went to totally new country and live there for a complete month and now has came back with a new mindset. (Vlog is coming up very soon!!).
It's been a week since I got back Singapore, I have just been trying to get back to my normal life. Basically my diet and exercise routine was screwed for the last 5 weeks and I was having hard time even to get up early and go to the gym. Instead, I've spending my morning walking my dog and play with him as my morning workout. Also not to mention I've been editing a tons! I have a few old footage and also my trip to China that randomly shot when I was there, and I have been doing that for last few days. But basically life needs to get back to what it used to be.
Okay, enough with update. Let's talk about something deep.
What I've learn from China? Hmm, let me think for a second here.
China or to be exact Changsha has been good, although I didn't really explore much, but what I have experience was amazing. It's nice to be able to travel across the country and learn something new from them. I was lucky that I was able to communicate in Chinese which totally needed because they can't understand English. I must say the way I communicate still quiet mixed Chinese-English, but at least they understand what I meant. One thing that I realise was Chinese people talks loud and fast which at first I thought they were angry. Later then I know it's how they communicate. It's interesting to see how their lifestyle, the way they talk, communicate, dress, walk, basically their culture.
Being new in a new country for the first time for that long felt very overwhelming.
You might like a total stranger or felt different from the other.
But different is never a bad thing.
You don't have to try to be someone you aren't just to be accepted.
People might not like you the way you are, but there will be somebody out there who will love you just the way you are.
For me, what's wrong with being different? I don't wanna be the same as others, then I wouldn't be me.
People are created to be different, that what's make us unique.
What's the point of trying make someone to like you?
You're not live to please anybody.
If you are, screw them! Stop whatever you are doing and start thinking about yourself.
There will be people who will criticise or judge whatever you do.
I'd say screw them again!
They have no rights to do that, but because they are so damn miserable with their life and they try to screw your life too.
So, there's no point trying to please those people.
Someone will always be smarter, prettier, taller, slimmer than the other.
Imagine if we all look the same,... then the world will only have freaking twins.
Being different is a good sign. It means that you kept yourself you and truly you.
"What makes you different makes you beautiful. "
I guess that's my little rant for the night. It's my midnight caffeine is doing all the typing, just kidding.
Have a nice weekend!
xx
